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कुछ अनकही बातें.

2012-01-24T18:51:00.001+05:30

कुछ दिल से

#1.

जाओ कहदो उन हवाओं से की अपना रुख मोड़ लें..
जाओ कहदो उन हवाओं से की अपना रुख मोड़ लें..
आगे भीड़ बहुत है कहीं दम ना घुट जाए..

#2.
अकेला हूँ तो क्या हुआ?
मगर गुरूर मुझे इस बात का है कि..
यहाँ कहता भी में हूँ और सुनता भी में हूँ..
सोचने की मुझे अब कोई जरुरत महसूस नहीं होती..
क्यूंकि मेरे आस-पास ही नहीं बल्कि दूर तलक भी में हूँ..

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PHOTOGRAPHY

~Pour Me Some Sunshine~

~ Smile Of All Smiles ~

I go looking for such Smiles.. :)
If you have one, believe me I AM ALL YOURS... :)

This is my Pursuit of Happiness! :)

आज मत रोको मुझे..
आज मेरा उड़ने का मन है..
आसमान बड़ा पास लगता है..
आज उसे छूने का मन है..

आज मत रोको मुझे..
आज मेरा उड़ने का मन है.. :)
© All Rights Reserved To Arpit Rastogi

Come Listen The Big News!!!

2012-01-11T21:47:00.001+05:30

UPDATE :: I wrote it then uske baad meri beshtesht friend Harshita aka "Me" se baat hui... Or kaafi kuch clear ho chuka hai guys.. Don't worry i ll be back with something Good about life... Being fucked is too monotonous thz days..

Special Thanks To
# HARSHU OYE.. Love you soo soo much for being there at the right time.
And please always & i mean *always* stay there at the other end. :)

# SOHRAB.. Kya bolun Sunny.. Love you beere! :)

# MALPANI.. Chamiya apni company khol le na bhai.. fir koi fadda ni hoga.. me chup chap side me baitha FB karta rahunga..

# KARUNESH.. Yo mote. Same Pinch Beere for sharing the same company with me.. Atleast you can testify all of it..

# ALL THE LOVELY PEOPLE WHO COMMENTED OR READING IT*aap logon ko apne naam pata hain same 2 same pichli post wale*.. kya meine bataya ki aap log Rock karte ho meri life mein.. You Rock. \m/

GOD BLESS ME & BLESS YOU ALL!!!!!!!!

Now you can go to the FRUSTRATION vol.2 "the next level"

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So.. I am back guys..

DISCLAIMER : ANOTHER EMOTIONAL OUTBURST!

How the fuck are you guys????

As you have noticed my emotional outburst earlier.

Its time to break the big news "KI AISA SAB KUCH AAKHIR HUA TO HUA KYUN????"

Dhan Te Tannnnn!!!!
Here Comes The BiGGGG News!

Bhai Ko Pyar Ho Gaya Tha.. Har Baar Ki Tarah SACHA PYAR.. :P

Par iss bar scene Bandi ke sath nahi tha.. *before you raise your eyebrows*

Let me make it clear ki Bande ke sath bhi nahi hua tha.. *God Bless Your Dirty Minds* :P

Toh Ji.. Iss baar bhai ne Pyar kiya apni Job ke sath..
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Background Bullshit :
I am a game developer in some startup company*CHOTI SI COMPANY*. Where you report to the CEO directly.
I was a TL till date & was in elite group if we may call such term in professional field.
I was working here for almost 2 years now.
We have been working on a 3D Car Racing Game for iPad n all.
That game is going to be launched by tomorrow or so.
I was working on this project for over 6 months now.
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So.. Since i have been working in such company where your work is in highlight all the time.
I developed my feelings for the job.
Initially, They were appreciated & i become more and more committed to the job assigned.

I stopped meeting my friends & limited my visits to home & started working for the game as if it is my personal thing, as personal as my own blog.

Just on previous weekend i worked for 60 hours straight with another guy to make the credit screen for the game.

I lied at home that i am resting at my place so that they don't feel worry about me.

I did it for the game & thus for me.

On Monday, when i went to the company.
Something interesting happened.

& the news finally broke to me today, though i had the idea already. *REASON OF MY LAST 2 EMOTIONAL OUTBURST*

News :
I was not the TL anymore & i had to work under someone else now for the next project.
Reason being I WAS NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR 3D GAME DEVELOPMENT.
I accept the point that i lack in 3D Technical Knowledge somehow but what hurts that he did not said it to me.
He just took some action & today i knew the reason behind it through my friend who was & still is the part of elite group.

And i broke with the news as well.

The feeling is like as if you are walking naked in a crowded place.. & damn its not a dream.

BC Game ke liye apna sab kuch laga diya tha yar.. Doston se milna band.. Ghar jana ekdum minimum..

& today i got the reward!

Come Feel The Frustration

2012-01-10T01:21:00.000+05:30

So.. Hows the feeling of last post???

WARNING: THIS POST CAN GO ANYWHERE.

So Who Am I Actually??

Have you seen a 40 hazar ka Dog or better we Call it Kutta?? *ab aayi na feel*

FEEL JARURI HAI & I am a feel driven person or better we say Kutta in this case.

Well here i am guys.. *claps* I am too costly to keep for personal use.
Sapno me aane ke bhi paise leta hun mei... so stop dreaming!!! :D

But my feeling are for free & you can have shitload of them.

Point is.. Why the fuck am I so frustrated?
*Truth : I need all the fucking attention of this world & want them to 'what you do to dogs, jiske baad wo peeche peeche aata hai?' ME*

But the reason i ll project here is as follows :
Because this Kutta has to work all day long without any feelings & i have no option to leave my Job... Because I need money & work profile is just too great that so many dogs will bite their latki hui tongue to get into such Job...
But yar Job me feeling nahi hai.. :\

And you know by now that,
FEEL JARURI HAI & I am a feel driven kutta.

I am even tired of photography these days because there is no fucking feel/inspiration behind my clicks.

So i quit clicking for few days.. because there is no feel..

FEEL JARURI HAI & I am a feel driven Kutta.

I love my blog because It has captured all of my feelings till date.. It has seen true Me..
It is the only place for me, jahan meri Feel Baaki Hai..

So I come Here.. Kyunki.. *got the point?* :P

Besides, Yar mein to BC wo kutta hun jo saala ssuussuu karte hue bi taang utha ke Ped/Pole ki feel le jata hai.. ;)
Par saalli dheere-dheere khatam ho ri hai yar.. FEEL!

Oh Meri Feeling.. Ek Baar Aaja-Aaja Aaja-Aaja Aaaaaaa Jaaaaaa.. :-)

Okay Guys Gotta Go..
Bahut tej aa ri hai... By God Control Ni hO Ra...

Wo dekho aa rahi hai.. Bus aane wali hai.. paas me hi hai...

Finally.. AA GAYI...

NEEND! :D *har baar saali feel hi nhi hoti* Neend bhi jaruri hai. :P

But the FEEL is still missing.. Kahin mile to batana.. Pata ni kahan rehti hai.. Kiss kisske sath muh kala karti hai.. :P

See You!!!!

P.S. Everyone of you[Friends+blogger buddies] is Awesome & create the best of the feelings around me... :)
I ll name the few here who read my blog :
HI5 Thousif, Viddhi, Suruchi, Beri, Kittu, Harshita, Megha, Manu, Karunesh, Ankita, Rucha, Isha, Sunakshi, Chintan, Bikram, Sh@s & etc. etc. [waise jada naam bache ni hain but fir bi etc. se lagta hai pata ni kya hi lambi list hogi] HA HA HA...
Majak Majak Me Kaafi Fan Following Ho Gayi.. Nai??

& Bloody I have 250 followers of My Notebook <3!!! YAY YAY!!!
Pata ni roj 2-3 badh jaate hain.. Par comment sala koi karta ni.. :\

But ki farak painda hai? 250 Looks Good On The Blog!!!! :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS... NEW YEAR PAR KYAEEE FEELING WALI POST LIKHI HAI!!!

SAHI BATA RA HUN>> I AM FEELING AWESOME RIGHT NOW!!!

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!! \m/

Kahan se shuru kiya tha. BC kahan pahunch gaya. :P

Aadhi Post to BC Post Script me Likh Daali!!!!

See This Is Who The Fuck I Am!!!! & I So Want To Remain The Same In My Real Life As Well!!!!

Who Knows.. Maybe Next I ll Be Up With COME FEEL THE HAPPINESS!

Okay Gals 'n' Guys Logon.. Apke Samay Ki Jada Na Lete Hue Mei Widayi Leta Hun..

& Here Comes My Finishing Line To All The Posts & Comments:

Stay Happy.. Stay Blessed!!! *So fucking inspired by Stevey Bhai* God Bless Him!

Jaun Ab???
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! Love You All!!!!

Come Feel The Pain

2012-01-09T23:30:00.002+05:30

WARNING: THIS POST CAN GO ANYWHERE.

When a new soul come into this world, they pinch/slap thebutt just to make sure if it feels the pain.

IF NEW BORN CRIED: That means child is alive & child isallowed to live in this world.

Otherwise child is declared dead.

My point here is that It is the feelings which make us aliveor dead.

FEEL JARURI HAI & I am a feel driven person.

Just now, I was smoking in backyard.

You ll ask me why?

I have no answer.. maybe I just want to feel the smokecoming out of my fucking mouth.

I continued with my smoke & my mind keeps thinking aboutthe FEEL.

My friends laugh at me when I talk about the feel.

But hey friends it was the feel which made me WHO I AM today.

There were some guys, who never laughed at my absurd FEELINGSwaali bc.

Infact they appreciated it and it was the foundation ofsomething big in my life.

Those friends were my Dramebaaz buddies... There was noDramebaaz before it. *literally*

First that feel came & It brought out best of us guysand we formed The Dramebaaz.

FEEL JARURI HAI & I am a feel driven person.

I still remember the first time when we were working on thescript of our Street Play. I was with Sohrab & RDB. *It was like 3 yearsbefore*

I chose the theme of circle. I mean everything go round& round.

I created the circle of WomanHood of what i have seen throughout my life butnever felt that way..

That day for first time i was narrating & feeling it thesame way:

It goes as :

1. People try to kill the girl child before she wasborn but she survived it & came into this world. [Saying this i moved on animaginary circle on the road][I was loud and calm]

2. But the world is still no good to her, they do notallow her to go to school, but she gives this world a fight & went toschool against their will.[Saying this i moved lil bit more on the circle][Iwas louder now]

3. She was in college now & you know the bloodyroadside romeos, they teased her. Eve teasing it was. [I continued with mycircle][I was shaking now]

4. Somehow she cleared her degree & went forher first interview, well sometimes you know... you need to make somecompromises to get the job or later to survive into the job. Compromises itwas.[Circle was still in progress][I was feeling the pain now]

5. Now her parents forced her into the marriage& people expects a fortune form their bride, they tortured her for beingthe less fortunate bride. Dowry System it was.[Circle was about to complete now][&I was trying to cop up with my feelings]

6. She was pregnant now, & to this worlds’ despairshe was cursed with a girl child.[Circle was complete now][And i was left numbthere, maybe a tear or two escaped from my eyes]

That night, I not only completed the circle but found myself with my feelings exposed & for a change they were appreciated.. I was relieved..

FEEL JARURI HAI & I am a feel driven person.

This post is not complete neither am I.. I feel more than i can ever write!

RASTO ~ It's Me!!! :P

2011-12-19T02:35:00.008+05:30

Hi..

It was a fun weekend with my college friends..

One day trip to Morni Hills was great & I totally enjoyed it :)

After all the fun i had with friends, i came back & logged into FB.. *i just can't live without it*

And there it was the testimonial kind of wall post from my junior Surbhi which made me SUPERRRR HAPPPPPY.. *only extra P's can define my happiness*

Who is "Surbhi" :: well, She is super junior to me.. She joined the college just when i passed out.. *not like i drank too much & passed out but when i cleared my degree & PASSed out* *By GOD's Grace & obviously Teacher's Grace - Marks* :P

How i Know "Surbhi" :: She is a part of DRAM-E-BAAZ family & thats how i know her.. :) *you guys know DBZ right?* *if no, then dig deep into my blog & you ll find out* ;)

& she is a true Dram-E-Baaz & very dedicated theatre artist &.. thats pretty much about her..

Moving on...

This is what she wrote ::

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*RASTO* sir!!

first time i met him: the shy introvert yet freak kinda soul!!
in sheer contrast to what i had heard about him !
as in hes agressive while he acts, talkative and a leader!!

and now when i see you..you are such a lovely "bubbly" champ..!!:):)
full of life, enthusiasm and yeah the vitality to do smthg different in life reflects on ur face..

the lill guy with a cam in his hand (everytime we have met)..
teaches me smthg new , unspoken -untold..

and yeah a dramebaaz in himself!!
full of that witty humour, that childlike innocence, a hidden talent (the photography), talkativeness and nautanki on the spot..:P:P

indeed a true dramebaaz..!!
or maybe this is what we inherit from u guys being a dramebaaz..:P:P

truly, i really do not know even an inch of THE ARPIT RASTOGI,
but all i know is u r a storehouse of unspoken inspiration!!

humble, down to earth and inna CUTE TALKS!!:P
ahh UNCLE " you rock"..!!:)

~ Surbhi Kalia

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AwwSome It Was.. So I captured it on my blog! :)

Check out My Reaction To Her Sweet Post ::

1. I was humble outside.. *o ni yar.. me kahan itna sab kuch? aiwe hi, she wrote all of it to make me happy*

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2. Jumping Inside.. *O Yes!!! I am super awesome..* \m/

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3. Finally i was like this for few hours : *SUPERRRR HAPPPPPY..*

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Okay Guys.. This is it for now..

Important Announcement - I just created a Fan Page for you, me & my photography named 'Arpit Rastogi Photography'

I won't say anything but you must have got my point.. :P

*You are suppose to go there & like it*

Stay Connected! :)

Birthday Gift & Wedding Photography!!!

2011-11-11T01:32:00.006+05:30

Can you see this phone???

This is Nokia - X7....

& This is *truly-madly-deeply* MINE.... I Won It!!!! :)

This is a gift from Nokia.. Our Company PlayBuff's two games "DOUBLE TRAP" & "TRAIN DEFENDER-II" were the category finalist @ Calling All Innovators 2011.

So we got two X7 for the same...

& My Boss decided to give away phones to the respective developer of the game...

So I got this for TRAIN DEFENDER-II.. :)

& LUCKILY, I got it on My Birthday on 2nd of November!!!!!!! Super Awesome Gift I Ever Had! :) :)

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Okay Now moving onto the next part of the post..

It was my friend's wedding on last sunday in Delhi & these are few of the clicks of my Dear Friend's Wedding under the title of Arpit Rastogi Photography... :)

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WEDDING PHOTOGRAPHY

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MOHINDER WEDS SANGEETA

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P.S. I am very busy these days... But i ll try to catch up with you all pretty soon.. :)
P.P.S. If you want to check rest of the clicks of wedding then you have to add me on FB & then you can see rest of the pics. :)

See you guys later! :)

iHATE those who HATE Steve Jobs!!!!

2011-10-20T21:33:00.005+05:30

Hi..

I have been observing on Facebook that there are two kinds of people who are intrested in Steve Jobs...

Who appreciate him being the visionary
Who are against him just for the publicity sake or whatever

I hate that sharing thing on Facebook.. Some assholes keep sharing bullshit just for the heck of it..

One of my friend shared this picture few days back -

I mean what the fuck are you doing for those kids if you share this pic???

How the fuck that sharing of yours gonna help those under priviledged kids???

And what the fuck steve jobs has to do with those kids???

Matlab jab Steve Jobs nahi mara tha to tumne share kyun nahi ki???

Or ab share karke ki bhi BC kya ukhad rahe ho???

For God sake, first reach out for these kids, help them & then share such shit.

And For Your Fucking Information, your cries/shares are not going to help them 'you mother fucker morons' so please stop crying/sharing for them & start to do something for them today.

Oh you seem quite busy now..

What are you doing??

Well i guess you are busy updating your next status message on FB!

Fuck Off Now Please.. Will You?

P.S. Even i don't do anything for these kids but i don't share such pics & collect sympathies on their behalf as well.

P.P.S. I believe that Helping hands are better than praying lips.

~ MY PRECIOUS ~

2011-10-18T21:48:00.004+05:30

On this saturday, I bought 55-250 lens for my camera and went out for shooting that evening.

I was in National Craft Mela, Kala Gram Chandigarh and clicked the following -

And i call it :)

**** MY PRECIOUS ****

My Life Through My Eyes [Extended Version]

2011-10-08T17:30:00.004+05:30

Hi...

This is me reporting live somewhere from Chandigarh.

You know I have been thinking about my life lately... More than ever...

I have been thinking about my life and how it has become more and more sad & gloomy, even after I have got everything I was destined for, I guess.

Let’s rewind my story... You know even I need to rewind my life to check from where it all began.

School Life: [Till 2004]

I am from Meerut (U.P.), city located near Delhi.

I was an (below) average child. I never did my homework.

I was good for nothing, and I mean it literally.

I was always scared of the shit my teachers gonna give me each and every day for me being not so particular with my studies and homework.

Every night I used to calculate the number of periods I'll be getting my ass whooped next day on the scale of 8 periods. Then i used to pray God ‘kindly save me this year’ and i promise I will be regular from the next session at school.

I will complete all my homework from day 1.

But I never kept the promise and so even God started rejecting my prayers too.

Every morning I was scared to death just about thinking of my [would-be] ass whooping periods all day long.

This is how it used to be throughout my school life.

I never did my homework. I always got my ass whooped by one or another teacher for the same old reason. THE HOMEOWRK!

My teachers were always pleased to tell me that – I am good for nothing.

Here is a piece how they used to put it :

“Arpit... tumhara kuch nahi ho sakta... or Bak-Bak...thodi si or Bak-Bak...”

And i was like (in back of my mind): “Tere se poocha kisine *beep-beep*??” I don’t want to show any disregard to my honourable teachers so i beeped the interesting part!

Soon enough I was done with my schooling And I did not enjoyed it at all.

Drop Years: [2004-2006]

I dropped twice before i get into any college.

1^st Drop Year: I cleared the IIT-Screening test to much of my own surprise!

It was the first time i felt proud of myself. :)

I was not able to crack the Mains though but who cares...

Screening qualified was more than life time achievement for someone like me.

For someone [below average][good for nothing] student like me.

2^nd Drop Year: I again failed to get into IIT but somehow i managed to get 11636 rank in AIEEE.

It was not that bad for a student like me.

And for your kind information, I was like in top 4 students of my school who did something of that level.

Oh boy! Wasn’t I feeling top on the world at that moment! :)

College Life: [2006-2010]

July 18^th 2006: I Joined Chandigarh College of Engineering & Technology, Govt College. [Namesake]

It was the time of life when i left my schooling much behind in the streets of Meerut.

I was here to start afresh.

For all those weird relatives/well-wishers/padosi back in Meerut :

1^st I was in Chandigarh. [The City Beautiful]

2^nd I was pursuing engineering from a govt college. [To shut the fucking mouth of all the relatives or well wishers of that sort]

And if above two facts were not enough,

3^rd My stream was computer science.

[Believe me it’s a dreamy trio for someone like me, you know [below average] [good for nothing] student]

So, any of my well wishers never actually tried to fuck me up at any point of time during my college days.

Though my Uncle tried it once or twice asking me if my college is in main Chandigarh or whether it is in some remote area near Chandigarh, But i kept my calm & asked him to come and visit me sometime & i will show him which place i live in and which bar i visit on weekends... #fuckingbastard.

Anyways,

As you have noticed that i was living the life of my dream (maybe better), But there was something troubling me inside.

What I mean is that though i was mean to the world outside & i declared myself to be living the better life than they ever thought of, but there was something missing from inside.

Satisfaction... it was!

I was not satisfied with my achievements. No Sir.

Because what I achieved was not something I wanted to achieve for myself.

I did it all because I wanted to prove it to the fucking world outside and somehow I got lucky enough to fool them.

[As the matter of fact I did not even studied in the drop years as well, it was all luck that my mind was capable of doing all those sums without much effort]

You can fool the world outside but you can’t fool YOU inside.

I was not satisfied for the reason that I disgraced study throughout my life.

And after all of this, all the achievements & everything I have to tell the world outside was just because of my study, which was not even the last thing I would do in this world *if not forced*.

Then it happened to me like a miracle.

I become the integral part of The Dram-e-baaZ [Dramatics Club].

In fact we guys build that club out nowhere. All credit goes to Sohrab Khandelwal.

[He was kind of guardian angle to me]

We believed in him and that faith kept us all going and eventually we become the best club of the college in no time. :)

Dram-E-baaZ brought the peace in my life.

For once I had something beyond study to talk about myself.

For once I was in the News Papers like all other bright kids.

For once I was the chosen one.

For once the boy was shining, you know the [below average][good for nothing] fellow... don’t you? ;)

It was something i was made for.

And at that time i found my second love as well.

Something else i was made for.

DrameBaazi being the first one.

Can you name the next love??

Well it was blogging.

I started blogging on March 22 2009, the very same day i was in news papers because of our street play performance.

And it felt awesome.

Now I had all the things to talk about other than study.

And for a change I was quite good with both of them.

I was a true Dram-E-Baaz and a very true Blogger from my heart and soul.

I was enjoying it, celebrating it...

But it all ended very soon...

I was done with my college life and I loved every part of it.

It gave my life some motto. I was ready to take on the world.

Professional Life: [Since 2010 till Present]

I joined a company in Chandigarh only.

That way I stayed close to the place, once I lived my college life.

But it was different this time. There was no DrameBaazi now.

And the blogging was not enough for me.

I soon fell in love with the girl from the same company. [READ]

But she was in no mood for falling for me.

So it was only me who fell. :P

Did I tell you that falling alone hurts so much that you become The Dev-D kind of fella...

And I was no exception either... :D

Not-So-Soon enough she shifted somewhere else & I somehow managed to forgot her after listening to the song ‘Tujhe bhula diya’ infinite number of times.... :) *BTW, wo apki [hone wali]bhabhi ki ringtone thi..* :P

Finally, I moved on...

But there was nothing much left in life. I was super bored of anything.

Then in March 2011, I found my third love.

My love for Photography.

Since then, My blog has become more of a photoblog.

But today I wanted to look over the life once again.

I wanted to tell you guys the story of [below average] [good for nothing] fellow once.

Today I have almost everything I was told to achieve in life.

I have a degree and a decent job, but the only thing is missing.

Happiness... It is!

I go looking for it. It’s nowhere near me.

Maybe that is the price I paid to this world in return of which I got everything I was asked for. :)

Fairy Tale

2011-09-18T00:26:00.003+05:30

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~~WALLPAPERS~~

2011-09-12T01:02:00.005+05:30

Finally i went out with my new baby *Canon 550D*!

It was fun clicking in outskirts of the city.. :)

And here I am Presenting You All..

ARPIT RASTOGI PHOTOGRAPHY WALLPAPERS

*click on the pictures to view & save them in full size*

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ENJOY!

My BaBy! :-)

2011-09-09T00:09:00.009+05:30

I just brought my Baby home.. :)

Canon 550D is all mine now.. :)

I hope my baby will make me proud someday.. *all emotional* *wiping my tears*

My lil Nikon P500 is so so excited to meet his brother.. :)

I hope that the legacy of Arpit Rastogi Photography will continue.. :)

Kindly join me to bless my baby for his new beginning of life.. :)

I would like to thank all the wonderful people who encouraged me with my passion for photography.. :)

*whether you posed for me or simply liked my photography.. that means whole world to me*.. ^_^

Finally, Special thanks to My Brother Arjit Rastogi not only for understanding my feelings for photography but also giving me the extra bit of money required.. :)

Thanks to Manyu Bahmani for being such a mindblasting inspiration.. Man-You Rock! \m/

Thanks to Anshul Bhardwaj for being the best photographer buddy.. :P

Thanks to Navpreet Bains Ma'am for the salary-in-cash-on-time.. :)

Thank GOD & Thanks All For Your Kind Love & Support! :) :)

Presenting you now my loveliest baby - CANON 550D.

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P.S. I was too tired to write anything so just copy-pasted my FB status message.. :)

~~PORTRAITURE~~

2011-09-04T20:53:00.005+05:30

Hey Guys.. :)

New seasons of Arpit Rastogi Photography are out now.. :)

*click on the photos to view them in full size

PORTRAITS SEASON ONE

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PORTRAITS SEASON TWO

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PORTRAITS SEASON THREE

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I Hope you enjoyed the show. :)

है भरोसा मुझे

2011-08-21T00:49:00.004+05:30

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रुक भी जाऊं गर, में किसी मोड़ पे..

देख लेना मुझे, पीछे मुड़के तो तू..

चल अगर तेज में, दूर आ भी जाऊं तो..

रोक लेना मुझे, एक कोशिश से तू..

में आवारा भले, बन भी जाऊं अगर..

दूर खुदसे कभी, जाने देना न तू..

रूठ जाऊं अगर, में किसी बात पर..

देख मुझको जरा, मुस्कुराना तो तू ..

खो भी जाऊं अगर, में इंही राहों पर..

दोस्त मेरे कभी, भूल जाना ना तू..

है भरोसा मुझे, बस तेरी बात पे..

तेरी यादों में मुझको, बसा लेगा.. ^-^

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Just Saying...

2011-07-04T23:21:00.001+05:30

In english ::
What is life???
It's a fucking joke..
People laugh at yours n you laugh at others.. :)

In hindi ::
Zindagi kya hai??
Ek chutiya Majak hai..
Dusre aap par hanste hain or aap dusron par.. :)

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50th POST

2011-06-27T19:27:00.004+05:30

Hey Guys.. :)

Here are few more clicks coming out of my Bucket. :)

*You can click on the images to view them in full size.

BTW, This is my 50th post.. So you can congratulate me.. :D

Yayy.. I am so happy.. :)

Maybe someday I will write a post about how I started out with blogging.. :)

For now, I would like to thank all my fellow bloggers.. Who always been the fuel of my blog..

Thanks Guys.. :)

I hope that you enjoy watching these pics as much as I enjoyed clicking them.. :)

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Arpit Rastogi Photography

2011-06-17T01:41:00.006+05:30

Hi Friends,

Finally...

Here are some clicks I would love to share with you all ::

FLOWER ONE

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FLOWER TWO

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FLOWER THREE

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FLOWER FOUR
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HANDS on PORTRAIT

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Please drop in your comments about MiE cLiCkS.

life is shit!!!

2011-06-08T00:02:00.001+05:30

Hi guys..
Here I am, rock you like a hurricane.. ;)
'Scorpions' apart..

My life is shit yar..

I know I am awesome but the world I am living in, don't give a shit about me being myself..

I am so tired of being anyone but me..

I spend 10 hours of my day working as an Ass..
An Ass I don't want to be but on the other hand I can't help myself either..

I need a job to survive..
And I am just surviving..

I have a camera but don't have time to click..
If I click at times then I don't have time to upload it on blogger..
What the Fuck man???

I am so pissed with me, myself & job that I just want to quit on everything..

Fuck off man... let me live my own life...

Only good part of job is that salary comes on time.. That's it!!!!

Half of my life goes in company, working on God knows what technology & quarter of my life goes on getting drunk..
& Rest of my life goes in either sleep or hangover...

When I wake up in the morning, I think::
I will do something cool today, I will take over the world..

And when I come back home with my sore Ass, all I can think about is Pain in my Ass, which got fucked by the world all day long..

Then reality strikes,
In morning, I think that I will take over the world..
In evening I realise that world took over me again..

This post is nothing but the frustration of a poor soul..

P.S. I ll post some pics soon.

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Who's My BaBy???

2011-05-21T23:26:00.006+05:30

Heyyyy Guys n Gals......... :) :) :) :)

Wassup???

Look above.. Can you see a Flying Dad???

Well That's Me!!!!

I am High.. Totally High!

I am Flying..

Because, I am soooo yuppyy-duppyy HAPPY Daddy!!!!!

You know who's my Babe right??

*Arey NOTEBOOK yar.. I have told you about her???* :)

But..

The question is Who's My BaBy????????

Come On.. Think Now..

Any Idea???

No Idea???

Then, Go To Abhishek Paaji & Get Idea..

But even that Small-B don't have any Idea..

So just drop this Idea and stuck to my Notebook.

And Check Out My New Born Baby right here..

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Well That Cute Little Baby Boy Is All Mine.. :)

We call him Nikon P500 for now..

But I sure will name him..

Suggest me some good names for my kuchhoo-puchhoo BaBy.. :)

Me to My Baby :: "Beta Say hello to all Uncles & Aunties" :)

O! He is crying now.. :O

Maybe He is hungry.. OMG! I will charge him right away.. :)

It's too hard to take care of a baby on your own!!! *worried Dad* :P

Ok Doston, Will see you soon.. :)

Awwwww.. My baby is waving..

Bidding you all a very good life ahead! :)

SIYA SETH DECIDES TO DIE...

2011-05-16T00:17:00.005+05:30

I, Siya Seth, committed suicide.

Then and there, the novel started off with the death of our protagonist “Siya Seth”.

This book is her story. Her life. The reason why she died.

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She had everything a girl or for that matter a boy could ever wish for... Like,

Mercedes, for the starters.

Centrally Air Conditioned Home, For Main Course.

For desserts, She had the money to call Hotel Taj her second home.

Oh Boy! You look hungry for her lifestyle.

Let me tell you that Millions will die to get into her shoes And She...

Well, she just died to get rid of them.

She was not happy for sure.

What was her story?

She was not a bright kid when it comes to study.

Maybe study was the reason...

Maybe not. You need big reasons to commit suicide. Right?

What if she had one?

What if she had all the fucking reasons to commit suicide?

You guys,

Just guess what it could be? *Run the horses of your detective mind*

Keep your guesses to yourself.

Don’t worry, I will give you the reason why she died.

Let’s continue with her story.

A crazy gal, she was.

A little princess of her awesome mom and super dad. :)

Awww... How sweet she sounds...

But this sweet Siya was no peace to her Best friend Reva.

Siya shared everything with Reva except the two things.

First, A guy kissed her on her second date.
And Second, Well second thing can be the reason why she died. So save it for later.

Siya was everything for Reva.

Reva was in complete awe of anything about Siya, be it her boldness, her attitude or anything

but still Siya always said to Reva,

“You have everything. You won’t understand.”

& After Siya died... Reva Spoke,

“I wish I could make her understand-Nobody has everything. For today, I don’t have her”

BTW, What was that thing which Siya thought that even her best friend won’t understand?

That thing is so disgusting that even you won’t be able to guess as the reason why she died.

That thing which caused her to commit suicide is known as ‘CHILD ABUSE’.

Yes... She was a victim of parental incest since the age of eight.

This is it... She was the arrogant princess for the world outside and for herself she was only a slave to the beast at home.

For some obvious reasons she kept quiet & never told it to her mother.

This is how the story starts.

Now it’s time for you to go and check it out yourself...

Go live the life of "Siya Seth" once lived..

Believe me it will take you to so many emotions like Mother's never dying love.. And a wonderful never dying friendship of always fighting friends.. But the beast will steal the show!!

You Complete Me

2011-05-01T23:20:00.007+05:30

*beep beep*

1 message received.

& here is the convo I had with someone special this morning

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N :: Hey.. Good morning..

Me :: Good morning babe..

N :: Do you love me?

Me :: What?

N :: Say na.. Do you still love me?

Me :: Yes, I do baby..

N :: Then why don't you come n visit me more often?

Me :: I am busy.. But I think about you all the time.. :)

N :: It's been more than 2 years now..

Me :: I know..

N :: Remember our first night?

Me :: Yes.. We had it like Four in a row!!! It was amazing..

N :: Don't you wanna do it again?

Me :: I am so gonna do it again.. :)

N :: Then what are you waiting for? Come to me baby.

Me :: Ok.. I am coming love. <3

N :: What's "<3" ??

Me :: Oh.. It’s my FB heart beating for you.. ;)

N :: Ohk.. Come to me now.. :*

Me :: What's ":*" ??

N :: Well It’s my HTC kiss smiley for you...

Me :: OMG!! Hold on there.. I am coming for you..

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And.. Here i am.. Back to my babe.. :)

Well this 'N' was none other than our lovely Notebook.. *she is wild at times*

I am back to her..

I want to dedicate this video to my love... *In Tom Cruise Style*

My Notebook Complete Me!

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Hello Friends.. How are you?

Hope you enjoyed Me n My Notebook's love story.. :)

Well.. I am kinda busy with job..

I posted couple of lines few days back on FB n It will best describe my situation these days::

Nowadays my life is all EDCUKF..*messed up*

&

When I try to sort it out.. I see that its all FUCKED.. ;)

Me :: Nice Lines right??? *I am not asking, I am saying it*

Thanks guys for your sweet response.. I know i am Awesome.. :P

& Here is this photo i clicked few hours back with my mobile

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Well... This is it from my side..

Now you can tell me What is up on your side.. :)

I will be back with more..

Till then keep reading it again n again.. :P

P.S. Your blog love you n miss you too.. I know because they are all good friends with my Notebook & i talk to my blog..

Talk to your blog.. Feel it.. Share your love story.. :)

My FoTuGrAfY!!!

2011-03-22T00:01:00.007+05:30

Hey guys..

First of all.. Belated Happy Holi..

Hope you guys had rang-biranga fun..

I was home for Holi..

There, I got my hands on my friend's Olyumpus digi-cam *with* freaking 30x optical zoom.

I played with it for a while..

& here are some Clicks i would like to share with you guys..

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It was my first time with super hot camera & i really enjoyed it.. :D

I am gonna buy one for me real soon.. :)

This is it for now.. *Click* *Click*

Bye! :)

Yaadein Bunkar Sweater Bana Lun To..

2011-02-22T01:26:00.002+05:30

Lamha jo beeta hai,
Use fir se chura lun to..

Samne jo aya tha,
Use dil me basa lun to..

Sapna jo dekha tha,
Use apna bana lun to..

Geet jo likha tha,
Use gun-guna lun to..

Lamha Jo beeta hai,
Use fir se chura lun to..

Jo beet gaya vo sab yaadein hain,
Yaadein bunkar sweater bana lun to..

Sometimes I just want to keep my memories alive..
So how about if I knit a sweater out of them..
A sweater of sweet memories I ever had.. :)

Pappu & Card

2011-01-30T17:00:00.005+05:30

Get drunk is out my friends... The new mantra is Stay drunk... :)

Today, I am thinking of yesterday & LoLing out loud on my own... :D

YESTERDAY:

I was working on Saturday...

Well, in our company we do half days on Saturdays...

See, they fuck up with our weekends...Yea, this corporate world is after our Ass...

Man! We deserve two full days off...

SO THAT --->

we get drunk on Saturday mornings

AND

survive the hangover on Sunday mornings

Sounds fun right??

But somehow I liked these weekend fuck ups more coz,

Somebody said –“If you want to be any kind of HOLIC be workaholic...

& that somebody is me! *Enrique style* :P

Now, where the fuck was I??

Yes.. I was working full day on Saturday...

Then Me & the other guy left office @ 8:15pm...

He asked me if I have any plans... I said No...

Neither me nor he had any plans, so we decided to hit the Bar...

After few pegs... I was drunk enough to drink even more...

So we headed to my favourite place & that is Ruby Tuesday...

This place is awesome... I actually took the membership of RT...

BUY 1 GET 2

Fun part is every time I go to RT with limited budget.... I pay bill by card

& next morning Bill is the only memory left out of the night...

TODAY:

Same happened with me today...

I opened my sleepy eyes & checked for all the things...

& you won’t believe me guys but what I saw today was the reason of my drinking...

This is it... All this time I was drinking because of my Card.

I saw my card in wallet wrapped up with that bill...

My Card was making out with RT bill shamelessly in front of my eyes...

Damn! I am a part of my Card’s dirty game...

My Card is so much into one night stands with those high profile RT bills that it makes me go there & drink...

Holy shit... I am paying thousand of bucks just because my Card wants to get hooked with RT bills...

Then,

I threw that RT bill out of my flat & came back to my Card & asked Why...??

*all emotional*

Me: Why Card... Why did you do this to me?

Card: Pappu, I was going to tell you about this... BUT *speechless*

Me: But what Card?? Aren’t those shopping bills good enough for you???

Card: They are fine... But they are not classy like RT bills...

Me: Oh Card! You are telling me that ESPIRIT, UCB bills are not your class??

Card: Pappu, It’s not like that... It’s you... You look happy when you drink.

Me: Now you are blaming me for your games. Card, I can be happy on my own.

Card: If it is so then I won’t mind sleeping alone.

Me: Well Card, if you think so much for me then I won’t let you sleep alone.

Card: Are we going to RT again???

Me: Shut up asshole... Your treat of tonight will be a movie bill.

Card: Which movie??

Me: Does it matter??

Card: Yes... Bills are like the movie. Last time I had candle light dinner with No one killed Jessica Bill... That bill kept crying all night long.

Me: Oh Man... So sad... I am sorry for you.

Card: Fuck you... What sorry? You watched it twice & you have no idea how hard it is to be with crying bills.

Me: Sorry man... & I didn’t know before that you were sleeping around with bills.

Card: Its fine bro... So what’s the program??

Me: Dude... I will get you Dil Toh Bachha Hai Ji Bill...

Card: Adult movie??

Me: Yesss! ;)

Card: Sounds erotic... who is the hero?

Me: Emran Hashmi... Hi5!

Card: WTF!

Me: WTF?????

Card: These Hasmi Movie Bills I tell you... They suck man... Hashmi left nothing for us.. I remember the MURDER Bill... It was too tired that it slept all night...

Me: Hard luck man...

Card: Hmmm... Anyways it’s nice that we talked.

Me: Seriously Man... Chal we got to go now.

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It was the story of Pappu & Card.

From that day on Pappu & Card become best buddy around.

Pappu do all the shopping & Card gets all the Bills.

People say they still go to the Ruby Tuesday sometimes. :)

Emptiness by Rohan Rathore :: Awesome Song

2011-01-06T18:33:00.002+05:30

Hi guys..
Just wanted to share this song with you guys.. :)
Heard of it few days back n found it awesomely amazing.. :)

History of this song :: Some IITian guy recorded this song for his GF n died after 15 days..
He had cancer.

Dunno whether this story is true or not but this song is worth a watch.. :)

Happy New Year

2011-01-02T17:47:00.011+05:30

Dear All,

I Wish you guys a very HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011.. :)

'May this year brings you everything you ever wished for...'

Because STARS are telling me that 2012 will be the END of the world.. :(

Yess guys, I have the power to watch & read the STARS...

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John Cusack & Amanda Peet are the STARS

& I saw them in the movie 2012.. :P

At first, I did not believe them saying it...

so I DOWNLOADED the SUBTITLES of movie & read it by myself.

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IT WAS ALL TRUE.. :

2012 will be THE END. :D

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Now, what i want to say here is that no matter

whether 2012 comes or not..

I wish that each & every good thing happens to you..

in year 2011.. :)

We will deal with 2012 later.. :P

My 2010 was not as Good as it supposed to be.. :

There were so many first time bad experiences in my life,

Technically there was only one but it was so huge..

..that it made everything else a bad experience.. :(

but B-LOGICALLY, my 2010 was real Good

My opening post "YOUNG TRENDS THAT MADE 2009 SHINE"

of 2010 was super awesome.. :)

Then i won so many of blogging awards in year 2010...

I would like to show off these awards in my New Year post..

Awards presented to my Notebook

*APPLAUDS*

BINDAAS BLOGGER AWARD by Thousif Raza

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BEST HANGOUT PLACE by Thousif Raza

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MOST FUNNIEST BLOG AWARD by Thousuf Raza

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LEMONADE BUDDYS by Massalla Lemonade

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NOW GUYS..

IT's The Time To Disco.. la la la lala..

Hold Your Breath..

IT's YEAR 2011 & i am going to present the BEST BUDDIES AWARD to the bestest of my BLOGGER BUDDIES...

AND

THE AWARD GOES TO

Thousif Raza :: Soul Space

Ankit Beri :: An Image of Shadow

Viddhi :: Ariel's Men, Matters And Memories !

Niraj :: Masalla Lemonade

Smita MIshra :: To Be Continued...

Nitin Khanna :: Nitin Khanna's Ghast

Abhishek Malpani :: UNWRITTEN

CHEERS GUYS!!!

Thanks for always being there... :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

Acha Lagta Hai...

2010-12-28T23:53:00.001+05:30

Today, I donated blood for first time in my life..
Though I was a bit afraid before the donation but as they say- "Darr ke aage jeet hai.."
I felt real good after the blood donation..

I just wanted to capture this event on my notebook... :-)

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how I met my friends?

2010-12-24T00:53:00.001+05:30

You know 4 years back, I never cared about friendship but then they came n made me realise the value of friendship... They came n become my friends... I didn't ask them to be my friends... Still they came for me...
We met for various reasons n ended up becoming the best buddies...
Now when they are gone, I am looking for the same friendship again... I found some guys to hang out with but the element of friendship is nowhere..
Today I have job but still I am missing on the biggest thing in life n that is friendship...

All I want to say to my friends is that I love you guys more than anything.. I wish that we could be together like good old times...

I don't know what is up with me these days...
Sometimes I read my old posts n laugh about ME, who I used to be...

I am asking God to show me the way out of this situation...

P.S. Hey bhagwan bachalo yar... Fati padi hai.. or Kitni fadoge??? :(

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My New Phone

2010-12-15T01:05:00.003+05:30

Hey..

Its 1:20 AM.. I am quite sleepy right now but i can't wait to tell you guys that I bought a new mobile..

The all new HTC WILDFIRE is mine & i am so yippee-happy..

Ha Ha Ha.. :D

I was dying to get an ANDROID phone & now i have it.. :)

P.S. I would like to thank Thousif, Niraj & Ankit for still reading my blog & I am sorry for not being regular on their blog.. :(

But koi na bhai log.. Mei vapas aunga.. Mei vapas aunga..*in BORDER movie ISHTYLE* ;)

Just like that.. Quick update

2010-12-11T02:56:00.001+05:30

Hi guys..
I am posting this one from my mobile..
I just want to share something on my blog..
My life is going through shit..
I can't put up my whole situation right now..
All i want to say is that my blog is the only place where i can be Me apart from this weird world..
This statement might not seem appropriate..
But believe me guys thz days i am not even true to myself..
I am afraid of my other half..
FYI, i disconnected my blog from FB due to some personal reasons.. I can't be myself at FB.. So i chose to disconnect myself from my social network..
Notebook is more like my personal diary n i shared everythin here..
From now on, i ll be cribbin here all the time as this is the only place left for me..
N i hope to see myself here more often..
I ve got lots of sad stories to share with me-myself..
Its time that i be true to me..

DABANGG POST

2010-09-29T23:31:00.003+05:30

This is my first fucking time that i am unable to write anything...

Not actually 1^st time... Obviously it has happened to me before but only in Exams... ;)

Anyway...

I know my last few posts were so NOT LIKE ME..

But jo hua use bhula dete hain kyunki,

I think I am back..

Yeah.. I am out of Love & Shit.. :P

Job is going just great.. :D

It seems that MUNNA *Male-Version of MUNNI* is back in form..

MUNNA lifestyle is good.. :D

Lekin ek baat to pakki hai ki BHAI senti to hua tha.. :P

& Mere Senti hone se BLOG ko problem ho gayi thi yar.. :|

Meri NOTEBOOK dard bhari kahaniyon se bhar gayi thi.. :(

So my NOTEBOOK wants to dedicate this song to THE DARRLING...

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NOTEBOOK badnaam hui Darrling tere liye -2..

NOTEBOOK ke awards Gulabi, Posts sharabi, followers Nawabi re..

Le zhandu balm hui Darrling tere liye..

Executive Diary sa figure, Classmate si ada.. Classmate si ada..

Tha meri posts me FILMY maja.. re Filmy maja.. :)

Haye tu na jane meri Posts peyyyyyyyyy..

Haye tu na jane meri posts pey lakhon Comments uda.. :)

NOTEBOOK bakwas hui Darrling tere liye..

RGV ki AAG hui Darrling tere liye.. :P

NOTEBOOK badnaam hui...........

E notebook.. E notebook..

O notbook re.. O notebook re..

Tera google-voogle pe charcha re..

Chapa ishq ka parcha re.

O Notebook re,

Kaise Anadi se pala pada, ji pala pada -2.. *Anadi is suppose to be me* :P

Bina response ke peeche pada, Ladki ke peeche pada..

Popat na jane uske peeche vo SAIFUuuuu...

Popat na jane uske peeche SAIFU se leke LAMBU pada... *Popat is suppose to be me* :P

POSTS sab aam hui Darrling tere liye..

NOTEBOOK badnaam hui Darrling tere liye..

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See.. My NOTEBOOK was so much in pain because of the Darrling..

I am moving on & Its time that YOU guys welcome My NOTEBOOK into your life once again.. :)

I will be back with more flavors of Life. :) *happieee-yipppiee types*

QUICK UPDATE OF MY LIFE ::

My all friends are into professional life now. :)
I am done with my Game & it will be launced in a month or so. :) Yes i am a Mobile Game developer. :P
I bought 1 ESPIRIT T-Shirt, 1 UCB T-Shirt, 1 Ginger-Lemon T-Shirt n They are Awesome.
Ghar par nayi Santro Xing aa rahi hai within a week.
I am going home day after tomorrow... Its been 3 moths since i have been home... So i am kind of SUPER-DUPER Happy. :)
My this month's saving is 8,000 +

But jo bhi ho.. Lekin ek baat to pakki hai ki BHAI senti to hua tha.. :P

THIS IS IT FROM MY SIDE...

WHAT IS UP ON YOR SIDE???

My Story

2010-08-15T23:42:00.006+05:30

HELLOZ FELLOWS...

HOW ARE YA???

LETS START WITH MY STORY::

3 months back, I finished my engineering & get into a job immediately.

Everything was perfectly fine at that moment.

CHAPTER 1:: START OF A NEW PHASE

I was happy for two big reasons

I was the first one to start with professional life.
I was staying back in chandigarh for like one more year & that will give me more time to spend with my college friends.

In this particular way, I will be enjoying my extended college life while working at the same time.

I thought it would be fun.

One month passed quickly...

Everything was just fine at that moment.

CHAPTER 2:: A LITTLE TOUCH OF REALITY

It was my 2^nd month at job.

I left hostel & moved to a flat.

Then I hit the ground of reality.

REALITY... that my college life is over & I can’t re-live it.

It was the moment when I start missing home. I felt alone.

All this time I was away from blogging as well, like I was hiding or something.

I must say, things were under control till that moment.

CHAPTER 3:: SAME MISTAKE

It was my 3^rd month at job & I did something really terrible.

Guess What???

I fell in love with a girl. (Oh YES.. I am straight)

See... It was my mistake. The girl doesn’t have anything to do with it.

& as always it was me who screwed up.

I shouldn’t be falling into anything but damn she is so cute.

For now, leave all the details apart... I will save this story for next time.

And from that day on I have been like a dark character.

Seriously guys, I have lost control over my fucking head & this time even the heart part is not with me.

You know that I know that I should not behave like a shit-pot... I should take life as it comes... I should enjoy every moment of it...

But hello, I am doing the exact things I should not be doing.

I act like a jerk at work.

I used to be all smiley & funny at work but now I am like all sad n gloomy.

Anyways guys that’s just me with my not so regular problems.

Let me tell you one more story –

में और दर्द

ये भगवान एक ITEM है जिसने मुझ जैसे खूब सारे ITEM बना कर नीचे भेज दिए और बोला - “जाओ बेटा खेलो”

बचपन में खेलने के लिए खिलोने पकड़ा दिए...

खिलौना मिलता था तो हम खुश बहुत होते थे... लेकिन जब वो टूटते थे या कोई छीन लेता था तो दर्द भी उतना जादा होता था...

देखते-देखते बचपन चला गया... और खिलोनो से खेलने की उम्र भी...

पर वो दर्द आज भी यहीं है..

एक वो ही तो है जो बचपन से मेरे साथ है.. बस कभी छुप जाता है इधर उधर.. लेकिन में भी उसे ढूंढ ही लेता हूँ.. आखिर पुराना दोस्त है ऐसे कैसे जाने दूंगा..

समय बदला और समय के साथ वजह भी बदल गयी.. लेकिन अपनी दोस्ती आज भी कायम है..

कभी-कभी जब हम साथ बैठकर बतियाते हैं तो मुझे बचपन की वो बात याद आ जाती है कि-

‘कैसे में खिलोनो को अपना दोस्त मान कर खेलता था और जब होश संभाला तो पाया की दोस्ती तो मैंने दर्द से कर ली थी’

This is it for now guys... I am having fun days with my good old friend...

& I am sure he won’t be staying here long so I will be back with another post when he will be gone.

Till then you guys tell me your story n I ll catch up with you... :)

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY

2010-08-15T01:15:00.004+05:30

**Happy Independence Day**

Hi everyone,

There are things happening to me which i don't know how to put into words so i will be back with a post on that real soon..

My real life scenario is that i don't exist there anymore..

I don't want to start over with my life tonight.. Leave it for some other night..

Still i would like to thank all my bloogger buddies for being around my blog..

I will get back to me first then i ll get back to you as soon as possible..

GOD bless you all..

*BHARAT MATA KI JAI*

Love Story 2010

2010-07-05T00:57:00.007+05:30

Hi guys, this is a true story of mine.. so please take it seriously...

Tonight, There was a party at my flat... My roomy was throwing the party as his bro get through in one of the prestigious college for engineering....

I was quite over drunk, so I said that i need to go for a walk to get some fresh air...

'My present scene is that I like someone & you know what kinda looser I am.. bloody, I am still hiding my feelings deep inside... :('

So whenever I am drunk, I think about the girl I love most at that moment.... :P

As I already told you that I was drunk like Devdas and I needed some fresh air so I took a leave from my friends & I went out for a walk at night...

It was drizzling outside...

I was completely lost as I was alone & drunk & in love at the same time... :|
It was raining outside... so I cried a bit for the Chick I fell in love lately...

“Love to walk in the rain, because no one can see me cry.”- Charlie Chaplin.

Leave the saying apart...

I was completely lost in the darkness of night....

After some time I realised that I am getting late... I have to go back to my flat...

I was walking back to my flat then I realised that someone is following me...

Well it was a Dog & I am afraid of Dogs...

I did nothing but I kept walking towards my flat...

After sometime i noticed that the Dog is stalking me...

I kept walking...

Then I sat in the park in front of my building... &

That Dog came in the park n sat in front my bench...

I was no more afraid of that Dog.... I started whistling & tried to communicate with that Dog but It seems that he was not interested in me... :|

I was disappointed by that...

I walked out of the Park... & that Dog came just after me...

Now it was interesting, coz i saw him coming after me..
I stopped right there & started to communicate with him again by my whistles n all.. but he dint show a bit of interest in me...

I was disappointed again...

But there was lil hope that he really likes me... so I gave him one more chance...

I started walking again n noticed him...

He was stalking me... :P

I again went inside the park & sat on the same bench I was sitting before...

That Dog came n sat right in front of me...

Now, I was sure that he likes me... :)

I went close to him & started talking to him in my drunk language... He appreciated that & showed his love for me...

It was the first time when someone showed me that much of love...

Otherwise I always kept running for the wrong person..

That Dog was the first one who came for me...

I patted him for a while...

He was feeling comfortable with me...

We two were there in the park for half an hour... I was no more alone in that dreadful night...

Then it started raining heavily... He was fast asleep there...

I said goodnight in his ear & then left him with a hope that tomorrow he will recognise me & show me the same love...

Now I can understand what true love is...

P.S. Please don’t make fun of this post... I am quite serious tonight... Good Night.

Finally.. I become an Engineer.. :D

2010-05-21T00:19:00.005+05:30

This post is just to tell you guys that...

tonight,

I transformed from

Mr. Arpit Rastogi to Er. Arpit Rastogi... *claps*

Yeah, Finally i become an Engineer with 68.00% marks... :P

Thanks to my Family, Friends & GOD, I am a proud engineer now... :)

CHEERS!!!

P.S. My job is going pretty well... I ll get back to you with some more about Me.. Myself etc..

till then you guys have fun n KEEP ME UPDATED ABOUT YOURSELF... :D *Take Care*

Pehli JOB se Pehle NASHA

2010-05-16T01:42:00.006+05:30

Today, It was my first day on the JOB... :)

& i would like to tell you, my-story behind this JOB... :P

9½ hours before the JOB ::

My FB status says "Um fuckin 6 pegs down.. N um gonna join my company today only.. Precisley after 9½ hours later.. So u shud wish me luck.. Cheers!"

I wrote that kyunki,

I was truly-madly-deeply TALLI at big FAREWELL night following by the biggest morning of my life...

& when the biggest morning of my life arrived, I was Hanging-Over the De-Hydration effect...

My all body-water was drained out because of Alcohol...

So i drank a lot of water in the morning... I even drank one Ice Tea *not* worth Rs.70 to get over the Hang-Over effect...

But it actually turned out as Excessive Mutra-Visarjan effect...

here comes the all new PISS song for you::

I pissed before signing the Employee Form.. yea!

I pissed after signing the Employee Form.. yea-yea!

I pissed before signing the Agreement Form.. yo!

I pissed after signing the Agreement Form.. yo-yo!

I was Fucked n Lost

My head kept spinning n i kept pissing all day long.. whoa!!

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Songs Apart... It was no fun being drunk on the very first day of your job. :|

*Do not try this stunt in your life, Performed by very trained cum talented srewers* :P

Few hours after the all day long tiring JOB(back in hostel) ::

I was sitting idle but comments shown in above pic inspired me to write a post about whatever happened... :))

So here I am.. :)

P.S. I wish that from Monday onwards I ll do something else then Pissin 'my balls out' or Spinnin 'my brains out'!

P.P.S. Thank you guys for being such a nice reader of mine... & your best wishes rock guys!!! *FUEL FOR MY LIFE* keep me Runnin 'out of water'...

"Oh teri fir De-Hydration ho jayega, Ab mera kya hoga?? Kalia.. :P"

MORAL of My-Story - Never get drunk before your day of joining... ;) *wisdom quote*

-Arpit Rastogi

(Software Developer)

I won't QUIT... :D

2010-05-13T15:09:00.004+05:30

Background Music **Give me someshine, Give me some GRACE.. ** :P

I just came back from the college after checking my marks in Soft Computing... :)

My last to last post was about this paper only... ;)

And you know what???

That post was worth writing as i actually failed in this subject... :P

I have got 23 marks in it.... :D *lowest in class* & *that is my class* :P

But tension nai lene ka bhai log...

Ma'am ne Monday ko bulaya hai...

By the GRACE of Ma'am n GRACE of Grace Marks... Pass toh me ho hi jaunga...

***********************************************************************

Chalo... Aage mera jo bi hoga... I will let you know...

P.S. Pata hai yar... Copy dekhne ke baad MIND cool ho gya... *ekdum tension free*

Now i can enjoy my last days of college life... :)

P.P.S. Parso se meri joining hai... :) Wish me luck for future... :P

now I am enjoying.. You too go have some Fun..

It's time to Tell this motherfucker world out there...

Bloody,

You can pour us with your shit...

but Assholes,

We WON'T QUIT... :P

Sing along, NA NA NANA.. NANA NA NA NA.. NA NA NANA.. NANA NANNA NA NANAA...

FUNNED UP... Fuck RE, Just Play... :P

2010-05-10T04:56:00.010+05:30

This post is a work of fiction

Ab tak apne padha :: FUCKED UP! *RE-Play*

Ab aage >>>>>>>

First of all... Thank you all for your optimistic comments...

I worked on every part of the suggestion provided through your lovely comments...

But there was this very comment which caused me to write a POST... *so touching*

Comment of HARSHITA on my last post goes as ::

Fucking fuck this thought and throw it away :D :D

;);)

Tu toh mera bhi guru nikla...itna sochne ka nahi :P ahem! sochne ka hain toh kuch mast soch.. :D

Sab mast hoga... ;)

I took it a bit seriously...

I implemented it by using BOTTOMS-UP approach... *my favourite*

*********

She Said - itna sochne ka nahi :P ahem! sochne ka hain toh kuch mast soch.. :D

Sab mast hoga... ;)

*********

OKAY... *ab me sab kuch ekdum mast sochunga* :)

*********

She again Said - Fucking fuck this thought and throw it away :D :D

*********

Awright,

I ll fuck this thought right away...

I am fucking this thought... Oh... Man it is so hot... :P

I am cumming... I am cumming...

finally... I came...

And when i came then i came *again* to realise about what i have done??

Oh Man! I am Fucked. :|

Guess What guys???

I just fucked my thought....... without using a condom... *anxious*

my mind started working up on that again...

Fuck Man! Ab iss thought ke bachhe ho jayenge.. Vo mujhe papa-papa kahenge..
Fir kya hoga??

Mei college me kya muh dikhaunga??

Log mujhe gandi nazron se dekhenge ---> Mujhe badchalan kahenge??

Is baali umar me mei kahan jaunga??

nahiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii........

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& then HARSHITA’s words echoed in my mind

throw it away :D :D

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Yes... it is so simple... I will throw this child away...

But then father side of mine cried :: *AKAASH-VANI* types

"You can’t abandon your own child... *blood running through her veins is yours*

How can You commit such a henious crime?? *STOP FEMALE FOETICIDE* "

so, I Decided to raise her against all the odds & this society of hypocrites....

-The End

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Q: See guys what happens, When you fuck up??

A: Yes.. You get a family.

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P.S. My 'child thought' is so beautiful & moreover she does not look like her mother... I call her khushi...

P.P.S. My 'wife thought' is pregnant again... For more on her keep reading Notebook...

*CONTEMPLATES* To comment or not to comment?? - Harshita's take on this post :P

This is me taking off for my third honeymoon... *but Don't you worry guys.. I will have only 2 kids*

as they say - CHHOTA PARIVAR, SUKHI PARIVAR

apart from that,

they also say - HUM DO, HUMARE DO *one more saying to support my 2-KIDS Theory* suggested by VIDDHI.. :P

See You Guys later... :)

FUCKED UP! RE-play

2010-05-09T02:50:00.004+05:30

There is something not at its right place... either my mind or

My Mind...

My mind is fucking up so hard these days...

The whole new class of Fuckology is working on me very badly...

And me somehow not able to handle it at this moment...

Seriously you can make a colourful shit out of my fucking situation right now...

I am done with my semesters just now... And my joining date is 15^th may, which is not more than a week away...

I SHOULD BE HAPPIIIEEEEEEE.....

But everything is messed up...

Actually I fucked my very last paper of the very last semester.... and I am wondering what will be the consequences if I get a RE in last semester...

Everybody is telling me that they won’t give you a RE in last semester but this mother-fucker mind of mine is not able to accept it...

I am so scared of every fucking consequence I have to face if I get a RE...

My joining will cancelled... My degree will be extended... & WHAT NOT???

I know this is all hypothetical but I can’t help it either...

May be I am thinking too much... May be my mind is working in night shift as well...

May be my mind is so happy to make a fool out of me....

I don’t know much... but what if it all turns out to be TRUE???

Dream of a Job :)

2010-04-06T04:31:00.006+05:30

YAHHHHOOOOOO...

Finally, I got placed... *not in Yahoo!*

But still, I *the jobless guy* got Placed for real...

Oh Man!!!

JOBLESS wala time was real tough for me... K though I tried to make it better with the help of bitter*beer* but it was not good...

One thing I learnt from that time is that “never save yourself for better tomorrow, just use it to make a better today” *kya pata kal ho na ho*

STORY BEHIND THE PLACEMENT-

Every time I went for the placement... I thought ki “yar aaj placement ho jaye fir Ruby Tuesday me Daru *full on*”

It was my dream to drink with my friends in RUBY TUESDAY...

As they are already placed so my friends were waiting me to get place so that we achieve our dream of drinking together...

& before this company,

Infosys: Not selected

OATI: Not selected

Bayatree: Not selected

Convergys: Not selected

I never get placed; hence we never went to the Ruby Tuesday...

Fir meine socha- “WTF??? yar placement toh jab honi hogi tab hogi, First live your Dream...”

I was ready, so just before the night of the written exam of this company... I did it...

Yes, I went to the RUBY TUESDAY with Abhi n RDB *both are placed in Infy* *Assholes*...

We enjoyed the freaking non-placement party...

This party lasted till 4:00 am...

After 8 hours @ 12:00 pm... I attended the HR Interview followed by 2 hours of written test...*in complete hangover* J

Result came after 2 days... & I was selected for the final interview...

Now, I must say that I am very superstitious... That is why I repeat things which bring luck to me...

So just before the night of the final interview I drank till 4:00 am & after 8 hours @ 12:00 pm... I attended the final interview... J

& Tonight @ 11:00 pm... I got the news that I am selected...

Everybody around me is so happy...J We had this lil Tea party & I promised them that soon we will be having another party...

Some weird things happened to me this time... like

People, who wished me luck every time, didn’t send me a BEST OF LUCK message for this company as I always disappointed them with my result... J
Divya wished me luck for the first time... & I have got selected... J
Whole ruby Tuesday sequence... *unbelievable*

P.S. I didn’t talk to mummy-papa yet coz they sleep early but after few hours... I’ll tell them the Good News –“Jao keh do relatives & padosiyon se ki apka londa place ho gaya...”

P.P.S. Thanks to every one of you for wishing me luck every time...

Company I have got placed in: http://www.livewiretelecom.in/live/index.html

Notebook...

कुछ अनकही बातें.

Come Listen The Big News!!!

Come Feel The Frustration

Come Feel The Pain

RASTO ~ It's Me!!! :P

Birthday Gift & Wedding Photography!!!

iHATE those who HATE Steve Jobs!!!!

~ MY PRECIOUS ~

My Life Through My Eyes [Extended Version]

Fairy Tale

~*~WALLPAPERS~*~

My BaBy! :-)

~*~PORTRAITURE~*~

है भरोसा मुझे

Just Saying...

50th POST

Arpit Rastogi Photography

life is shit!!!

Who's My BaBy???

SIYA SETH DECIDES TO DIE...

You Complete Me

My FoTuGrAfY!!!

Yaadein Bunkar Sweater Bana Lun To..

Pappu & Card

Emptiness by Rohan﻿ Rathore :: Awesome Song

Happy New Year

Acha Lagta Hai...

how I met my friends?

My New Phone

Just like that.. Quick update

DABANGG POST

My Story

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY

Love Story 2010

Finally.. I become an Engineer.. :D

Pehli JOB se Pehle NASHA

I won't QUIT... :D

FUNNED UP... Fuck RE, Just Play... :P

FUCKED UP! *RE-play*

Dream of a Job :)

~~WALLPAPERS~~

~~PORTRAITURE~~

Emptiness by Rohan Rathore :: Awesome Song

FUCKED UP! RE-play